thoughts

tear filled my eyes
rolled down my cheeks
wet my collar..
i has been awhile i never wept, but today
i tried to forget
yes..it blanked out...but just for that few minutes
then it came back to me again
why? i can't figured out despite my endeavor searching for a solution..

people say that you can trust no one but yourself..love no one but yourself..is that true?
i hope not

perhaps it is inane
but i opt to hold on
i believe things will change when it is due
i believe there will be lights at the end of the tunnel..
hope it does

god , i know you heard me..
please, give me a hand

mistake

i knew
by all means
it was a mistake
a huge mistake
that is irrevocable
it shouldn't have happened
but it did
is there anyone to be blamed?
yes or no?
u say it

Simply ramble..

when i felt i should
i go on and do it
when i felt i shouldn't
i discontinued
BUT
why the repercussions are so different?
perhaps
i should just do the opposite next time-as what i perceived as right may not be so
just to save all the unwanted troubles

*arrr why am i feeling so dizzy?? god help me!*

birthday~

it was the start of the second week of study leave
i know that i can barely able finish the piles of notes in front of me
nevertheless, we decided to spent sometime on this girl's big day

guess what? it is actually in the afternoon >.<


look at how we grab this golden opportunities to "suffer" the birthday girl

the cake