a letter for you

you see..i feel secure, i feel good in your company. you gave me your hand when i need you most.i treasure you , because you are a good friend, too hefty the price to loose you..you know it, dont you? the bond is strong.

but, i cant really remember how or why..and when.. things began to change. or maybe only me who feel that? the warmth that used to be there is no longer there..standing besides a furnace, yet,i feel so cool, shivering deep inside me..i want to see your bubbly smile again..i want to feel your presence again..i wanna laugh and whine together again..really, i miss them all deeply..

am i too sensitive or...? i am not so sure..but i feel the change..but i cant afford it- the change...for umteenth times, i wonder..wonder why does this happen..i want to ask, but dont dare to bring up the issue--i never had this feeling before..why the distance? why that barricade? so dear, just let me know, if there is anything that i can do..

in silence i pray. i wanna pray for you and me..let god lead us out of darkness, because only He is able to do it

do take care friend.remember i will always stand by you